in english: “montage,” means collection and “heck,” is a euphemist version of what is known as hell, a place after death which is considered an everlasting punishment / the name is inspired by kurt cobain’s posthumous album / however, I did not choose this identity because he is my favorite musician / but I chose it because it was fitting since this is collection of my hell of sorts - with hell being a “montage” of my <brain and heart>, working, as a single organ that I call “heck” / and “heck” is a “montage” of me, of who I am, and everything I create and do / and it is not the act of creation (creation being both my life and my work, which can be interchangeably used too) that feels like a place after death which is considered as an everlasting punishment, but rather the inside workings of me